Thursday, August 02, 2007

This is not a love song

I'm having such a day of it. And It's not even half-way through. I'm trying to hang in there but I'm caught on a wave of despair. DESPAIR I tell you!

I nearly sobbed this morning (OK, well, I actually sobbed. OK???). I can't say exactly what triggered it, but you know it was probably building up all this time and overspilled.

Someone reading this is saying "Get over it, V!"

No, I won't. Can you please try to understand me?

I'm tired of flakes, phonies and bullies!

Am I ever that person? I'm going to go out on a limb and say no. I react to flakes, phonies and bullies. So if my reaction to them makes me look like a flake, phony or a bully, well, they have only themselves to blame for it.

It's tough in New York to make friends. A lot of people think because so many people live here, that it's easy to get on with people. But understand that 90% are, yes, you guessed it:

FLAKES, PHONIES AND BULLIES!

I'm tired.
I'm so very tired
And I'm feeling very sick and ill today.

But I'm still fond of you.

3 comments:

Yuяi said...

Re:

"This is not a love song

Oooh, are you just being kind
Embrasse moi [what]
Am I losing my mind
Pour la derniere fois
Yeah"

Couldn't resist! Hope you are feeling better now.

V said...

Feeling better, Yuri. Thanks!

JL said...

It's true! NYC is a very lonely place.

If you are ever going to a show, V, I'd be happy to go with you!